losing you

Things are not getting any better,in fact they seem to be getting worse.me and my girl are having alot of problems and todays our anniversary and she is talking about leaving the county for good!! she says she doesnt know where she is going but she will call me when she gets there. she said she is leaving this hell hole. I mean things between us are bad, it hurts alot. its like if things between us keep getting worse then I might lose her and without her im nothing its bullshit but then again so is life. I feel like im losing everyone.
today I was so depressed and I feel like im not good enough 4 anyone. I feel like im not pretty enough even though she says im sexy and hot,but today I was on the-n and I saw a pic comment that she left for her ex's picture and she said omfg your so fuckin sexy thats when my depression started I know im not pretty enough for anyone I mean im not ugly but I felt like it today.I mean I think thats the first time she seen a pic of her ex I was so hurt I still am.I feel like a big part of me is dead.I swear my life sucks big time! I mean today was so boring and stressful.

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hey people just reacently made a face book, already have 174 photos, you should check it out, at face book, Rachel Lynn Bridges, im the only lynn bridges. yep and if u have one ADD ME!!! love to chat but i gotta go!

I dont know why so dont ask me

Dont make me kick youre ass mother fucker!!!!
Have you ever seen these windows,
Have you ever tried
To see them through, to see the home
Of eternal twilight?
You hear no sound
Through these windows,
There's no noise
Behind these walls
When the night falls
And the lights glow up in the city
These abandoned windows
Remain dark and emply.
And when the morning comes
To paint the world in gold,
These windows reflect no light
They remain dim and cold.
Eyes like wells
Like a window to nothing
Only darkness dwells
Behind the window to nothing.
Only silence flows
Behind these windows,
And no one knows
What's behind these walls.
Eyes like wells
Like a window to nothing
Only darkness dwells
Behind the window to nothing.

English 494 Thomas Wilk week 5 blog entry.

The physical dimensions of words themselves are not in any way perfect. Even in great quantities, words do not physically round up too much. Despite their physical size, words can move countries to civil war, overthrow governments, or move someone to tears. All these were dealt with in the newspaper, in its own relativities place of course, (though we never actually succeeded in overthrowing the government.) Death in the school, reactions to new policies, and new school administration were the most important subjects through the school newspaper. With proper skills, people can use their literacy skills to accomplish their own goals. Late in my senior year I tried to use my literacy to capture the school’s attention, to realize what was going on around them. I felt that people should understand how the world around them works, and should be aware of what they can do to change that surrounding. Overall, I think an important part of being literate is being a responsible and aware human being.